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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I need a break...

I seriously need a break. A short getaway. Somewhere out of singapore, out of CNB, out of persistence. Somewhere where noone knows me. A different environment. Cheesiang suggest going to bangkok but i do wish to go hongkong. i know i blog bout this everyday. getting bored perhaps.

every week is the same to me. tomolo is wednesday and you all should know where would i be unless i'm on duty. weekends would be in town. haiz. my mind is totally blank. totally turn off. watching teebee now. damn i just love the channel 8 show at 2100.

Short entry today. Very short.

sky82 @ 5/30/2006 09:01:00 PM 0 comments

Monday, May 29, 2006

Lousy Monday

bad day i had. thanks to one fucker. i seriously don't know anything bout it and so what if i'm a posted crew. the words posted crews doesn't mean or equal to know everything. stop being so simple minded and think like an adult. really cannot tahan some ENS onboard ship due to the fact that they are so childish and "sua-kus". i dispise them.

"go read some fashion magazines or technology stuffs. filled your tiny pea brain with information and not techniques on how to torture juniors and OJTs."

tiring day today. work work and more work. nearly dozed off in engine room. eyes keep closing. naughty eyes i have. doesn't listen to the mind. still being a stranger to the ship crews. everyone looking at us like some kind of aliens from other space. some kind of freaks. anyway i couldn't care less either. why would i make friends with fuckers onboard. think about it. even if i see them outside i oso pretend that i never see them. sorry lo, i don't like approaching to bastards and say hi. i'm not that sociable and i happy with the amount of good friends i have. there isn't any room for freaks like u all. teach you a good way. stay away and bury yourself into dungs or just kill yourself and stop wasting the air and food in this world.

i think i'm going for a short holiday again. hmm. thinking where i should go. cheesiang ask if wan go bangkok but not really keen into going there. wanted to go hongkong de. shall play by the ear. eith next month or july would be going. planning my financial now and waiting for my credit card to come. so looking forward to it. *nods *nods

shall bathe now and getting ready to sleep. till then, i will be back for more updates. seriously i still feel that this is a lousy way to end a blog. basically how do you end it in the first place. there's no fixed guidelines and blogging is for you to keep going on and on and on and on. i need to find a godd way to end an entry *nods vigourously...

P.S. "Life's sweet with someone like you around"

sky82 @ 5/29/2006 09:36:00 PM 0 comments

Lovely Sunday

it's sunday or the wee morning monday. just got back from the movie Da Vinci code at cineleisure. not too bad the movie and shouldn't comments much bout it cuz all the buzz bout it and nothing new to comment bout it oso. (damn what am i talking)

sat had duty and sunday went home. had breakfast with papa and mama and went home le. was tired and slept for awhile before heading to town to meet edwin. great singapore sale is here and couldn't find anything to buy oso somemore bank is low so better save up and not spent it unnecessary. should wait for pay day to come but still i would save up so i could go for a short holiday. hmm... hongkong, Kuala Lumpur, Korea or Taiwan. countries keep popping up and kakis to jio. wonder if it would make this trip a confirm one and successful one. *eyes roll plus *fingers cross.

tomolo going back ship. wonder if i would be granted off bo. hopefully got. at least can stay away from ship before raymond comes back on tuesday. same section with him. hmmz. thurs got duty. now duty is 1 in 5. hopefully it would change to 1 in 6.

blog till here le. tired and sleepy. tomolo's another long day.

P.S. What's good is knowledge if you do not share...

sky82 @ 5/29/2006 12:33:00 AM 2 comments

Friday, May 26, 2006

Sailing again?...

Went onboard 209 today. Dreadful, worried, scare, unsure, excited, uneasy, complicated feeling all mixed up together to give me a super doper bad noon. Things was ok when i reach 209 but before when i was to secure for home which was like 1400hrs plus, receive news that we (209) would be activated to go sailing for some exercise at indonesia. Was shocked. In daze, nothing came to my mind except that it happens too fast and too quickly. Seems like i have alot of things undone and i haven really enjoy what's the life of being a posted crew. i finally not an ENS OJT but officially ENS 8.

Somehow or rather i wasn't really keen on this sailing at all. In one way when sailing i can save alot of $4 but in another i would be so far away from home. I hate sailing seriously, where i would miss my friends, orchard road, my bed, my family, my dog and most importantly mambo at zouk every wed. Imagine we don't even know when will we be back to singapore and we don't even know when is the exact day we would be slipping off. Well, that's how navy works. Very very very very very very ... ... ... very ... ... ... very last minute.

There's so much to blog about and most of it are of discreet information or details. Everything was bottled up into my mind. No wonder i have been talking to myself lately. Murmuring to myself when i was working or alone in the mess or smoking at smoking point. People might thought i'm crazy *nod *nod too stress up over the working place, that's why.

I need to go take a bathe liao. Eyes are closing and later i'm still watching movie. Mid-night show. Goodness me. Better enjoy while i can.

P.S. This isn't the life i wanted.

sky82 @ 5/26/2006 10:11:00 PM 0 comments

Thursday, May 25, 2006

209 RSS PERSISTANCE

Knew my posting today. I have finally passed out from my course le and would be posted to L209. Wonder if it's a good thing or bad one but nevertheless just do my best ba.

Went mambo yesterday. Would say it's quite boring. Do agree that there are some songs that are nice but most of it was like super retro kind. Something wrong with the Dj perhaps? Crowd was ok cause there wasn't much people so there was room for movement.

Would be taking IPPT tomorrow morning. Hopefully i can pass then my IPPT window would be close again and would have to wait till next work year to take again but by that time i might be sailing for OBO le so would only be back on June perhaps keke.

It's 2100hrs now and would be watching my favourite channel 8 show. But would be watching and blogging the same time. Just like Kevin multi-tasking. Serious plot today. Someone good would become bad today. Family is in chaos.

End of blogging le. Damn i haven't watch Da Vinci yet and now X-men 3 is out. Lots of movie to catch this weekend. Hopefully i wouldn't get to do any duty for the weekends.

sky82 @ 5/25/2006 08:29:00 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Wed is Mambo

Guess what. It's wednesday today and i would be hanging out at Zouk again. Edwin is going. So happy and i couldn't concentrate at work today. Just keep wishing that time would pass quickly and i could go home asap but "sway", have to go back IMOS and have assessment which took us from after lunch time till 1900hrs. Actually go IMOS is good cause due to the fact i have finish my assessment than my job is to go classroom to sleep and wait for the rest to finish theirs. Rather than stay onboard and help them do more and more useless jobs. By the way, heard that i was the target board for the crews onboard L208. Basically, i did nothing else and i don't understand why they have to make me the target board. Anyway who cares the fuck about them cause firstly the "radio" would go non-stop during the early morning briefing and secondly the ship crews wasn't that good either. Enough said, i would be receiving my posting tomorrow and we shall see light on where i would be posted to.

Watching Tv now. Channel 8 show. Guess blog till now le. After show then need to go get ready to go out. Feeling tired now. Sleepy but nevertheless it's not going to stop me from enjoying the once a week mambo.

P.S. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.

sky82 @ 5/24/2006 09:08:00 PM 1 comments

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Tired Tuesday

Finally my assessment is over. All questions have being assess and now should be able to relax. Was a tiring day today. Although did nothing much but still it was tiring. My eyes were like closing always. Shall be sleeping early today, seriously i am.

Receive an sms from edwin that he would be going to Mambo tomorrow night. I was so happy. Hopefully i could go tomorrow.

Nothing much to blog today. Just plain lazy. Very lazy. Doesn't wish to do anything. Quite confusing actually when i say i'm lazy and doesn't wish to do anything but still i was typing away and watching Tv at the same time.

Finally finish watching and finish typing.

P.S. People neither mean what they say nor say what they mean

sky82 @ 5/23/2006 09:48:00 PM 0 comments

Monday, May 22, 2006

late at night

it's 2303 now ...

feeling moody ...

thinking of alot of things ...

complicated & confused things ...

thinking of someone now ... (you know who you are) ...

that's it ... stop blogging for the day ...

smoking my life and time away ...

P.S. The Truth is rarely pure, and never simple

sky82 @ 5/22/2006 11:05:00 PM 0 comments

Lovely Monday

It's such a lovely monday. Didn't feel so stress up about work. Finally i have finish my 4 sections of assessment with IMOS. Left FLB to go before i complete my whole course and pass out as a ship crew to one of the 4 LST. Lots of challengers will be awaiting to sprung on me un-notice but i just take it as it goes.

It's drizzling now. Cool weather to sleep and slack in bed but it's still early to be in bed now when i've just finish my dinner not long ago and currently so full and bloated now. Shall sleep early today i suppose. Need that extra tiny whiny bit of few minutes to gain back my lost rest.

I just love blogging so much. Have change so much from my blogging style from all those singlish la, lo, leh to full good english. Yes, i trying hard to further improve my english and trying it to bring it to another upper level where i would be some english speaking chinese fucker. Sorry for that vulgar word but i just have to place it there where the whole sentence would just sound so perfectly.

Still something is so wrong with the way i'm projecting my thoughts. Due to the fact that my brain is reciting the whole sentence with me on what to type while my small cute thin fingers couldn't catch up with the words in the thoughts. Nevertheless, i still trying hard to type fast. If you were to spot any wrong words or something is wrong with the sentence, please bear with me.

Richie is fine but getting more and more mischievious. Getting more and more plump too. Eating too much and sleeping too much. Hmm, not healthy at all. Shall make him run and make myself run too cause Friday is IPPT day where it's the last attempt for all those first attempt people. Wonder if i could make it cause i haven't being training for like the past 2 months or so. Shall see how it goes actually.

Sorry guys. It's Tv time. Watching Channel 8 where Fann Wong is in the show. Nice show i must say. Till then, i might be back for more blogging.

P.S. I love Humanity - it's people I can't stand.

sky82 @ 5/22/2006 08:34:00 PM 0 comments

Sunday, May 21, 2006

something is wrong

something is just so wrong with my com. i getting pissed off with it that i just feel like smashing it and throwing it away. a useless box that keeps giving me troubles and more troubles. now the blogger is showing me chinese words. bloody damn fucking hell, since when did i change the settings to chinese characters. who the fuck have hack into my com and do whatever they pleased. even if you do hack, could u kindly please change back the settings and not just leave it as it is. would really appreciated that kind effort of yours.

wasn't feeling good now. getting moody. thanks to someone. that very someone. doubt that someone would know cause that someone once says blogging is a silly thing. that someone doesn't blog. making me feeling miserable, unable to concentrate. in fact i shouldn't be feeling this way. that someone shouldn't be controlling so much of my life. i should be myself. like cleo says.

btw, went town just now. went for an trim for my hair which is like growing in an un-normal way. looking like a lion actually and i found that disgusting. after trimming my hair wanted to get something from Louis Vuitton. the brand that i love so much and would die for it. but tienkang and joanne came so we went for dinner instead. the restaurant was closed so we slack abit at starbucks and after coffee we were so full that we decided to have dinner at thai express instead of the buffet restaurant. there wasn't any after dinner programs as all of us was tired and sleepy. on our way to heeren, we were caught by the citibank staff to sign up for credit cards. hmm, tienkang and i sign up for it and now waiting for the card to be sent to my home. should get a bigger wallet from Louis Vuitton (again) to store all my cards. after signing up, we bids our goodbyes and off i went to take the train.

a lonely trip home. thinking of that someone. sms that someone but no replies. guess that's it. maybe just a passer-by. maybe it's a test from GOD that i have to go through. maybe it's parts of parcel of life. nevertheless, i reach home slowly. having a cigarette on my finger and listening to iPod. walking slowly. there was alot of people. kids running. parents chatting loudly but i could only hear the music from my iPod. i don't really like crowds. especially like just now. i love company. one or two people. but not crowds. it's noisy and irritating. well, it's a neighbourhood afterall and you couldn't complain much. earn more $$ perhaps and buy an big house. isolated from the outside.

it's a brand new week tomolo. assessment again. wonder if we could make it. really make it through. every week, i'm just looking forward to wednesdays where i will hang around zouk. Mambo nite. dancing away to the retro hits, drinking my all time favourite "Lychee Martini". enjoying the company of ian and kevin. hmm, kevin's a nice chap. someone i can really talk things about. i'm comfortable talking to him although he does pissed me off at times. but still he's really nice. we both were mean. have you watch "mean girls". maybe you all can direct a movie called "mean guys". ok, i know it isn't funny, just trying to make myself happier.

i seriously love my room. alone inside where i lock my door. listening to my iTunes. my really own privacy space, just abit small actually. hoping it would be bigger like 2 times more bigger? where i can put a bigger bed and much more walking space. but still i love my room.

that's it for now. smoking time. smoking my life away.

P.S. A simple lie is better than a complicated truth.

sky82 @ 5/21/2006 11:04:00 PM 0 comments

Richie Pic

Young Richie

Lazy, Sleepy Richie

On the way to new home ..

Am i cute? ...

munching munching ...

Data -:
Name : Richie
D.O.B : 2nd Jan 2006
Sex : Male
Birthplace : Australia

sky82 @ 5/21/2006 01:27:00 PM 0 comments

can't think of any title..

well, i'm back blogging again. sorry for not blogging yesterday due to the fact that i'm on duty onboard. had missed a great party and lots of things but nevertheless it's my last duty being a OJT. i'm going to pass out soon. anyway the duty done yesterday was a super slack one cause most of the time i was in my mess sleeping or at smoking point smoking my life and time away.

finally back home not long ago. shall be going out awhile more after i bathe and done my
hair. hmm should i do my hair or not? should be going to town to get my hair trim and watch DVC. hopefully i could get the tickets due to the fact it's such a popular movie. *prays hard.

should try uploading pics again. here goes for nothing:

My Best Friends Wedding

The Happy Groom

The Beautiful Bride

Better don't hanky panky, or else ...

Think you should lose some weight ..

have posted more than 5 pictures but it just doesn't show. damn it. stupid blogspot. for more pictures get it from the groom.

that's it for now.

P.S. Love is a dirty trick, played on us to achieve the continuity of the species

sky82 @ 5/21/2006 12:40:00 PM 0 comments

Thursday, May 18, 2006

back ..

was in the cab just now and suddenly just have the urge to start blogging again. i know it's my fault that i haven't been updating bout what's happening and what's special. sorry guys, my apologies.

things were pretty normal. i'm passing out soon (hopefully) which is on the may 25. but still i couldn't find the passion that i seriously need for navy but who cares anyway. taking a step at a time perhaps.

was to go home early today but due to one f**ker who say i'm sleeping (which i didn't) in mess so "recommended" that i stay till after sunset then i was allow to go home. the sight of him makes me sick. the . shouldn't blog bout him anymore which will makes my blog dirty.

went mambo yesterday. miss kevin so much. he would always be around dancing with me at mambo. not forgetting ian also but nevertheless i did had my fun at mambo yesterday. not much crowd yesterday night which was good cause there wouldn't be any squeezing throught the sweaty and wet bodies. haha. damn i just love mambo so much. it's the passion. the music. the dance steps. i don't really care what others would say bout dancing on retro music. i am who i am. i'm happy with the way i am.

there's something more special and secretive issue. shouldn't be blogging it here. it doesn't really concern anyone of you all but only some few friends that i'm really comfortable with to share it with. sorry guys.

guess that's more bout what i'm going to blog for now.

P.S. Life can only be understood backwards, and can only be lived forwards

sky82 @ 5/18/2006 08:38:00 PM 0 comments

Monday, May 01, 2006

i love my richie

yeah .. forget to blog an entry on the april 30 ... last day of april on 2006 .. i have bought a dog le ... quite little puppy ... west highland white terrier .. born on the 2nd jan 2006 ... name Riche ... damn i juz love richie so much ... keke ...

P.S. shall post some pics later wen i upload it ....

sky82 @ 5/01/2006 06:01:00 PM 0 comments

should i .. should i not

seriously i'm confused .. although i more to the should i side but haiz ... juz afraid to do it ...

i seriously wan to get out of navy ... 4 more years to go ... but it seems like forever ... it isn't long but it isn't short oso ... been like 2 yrs in navy le ... seriously it isn't a place to stay for long ... shouldn't be wasting more of my time inside ... most of my batch boys wun be staying long ... in fact all of them ... tink bout it ... y everyone is leaving wen everyone thot it's a good place ... like i say

" STOP DREAMING .. STOP DECEIVING "

stressful inside ... haven being able to slp well nor behave well .. everytime the thot of reporting back is dreadful .. dragging myself back ... the sight of all those ENS are making mi sick ... they irritate mi ... i hate them ...

P.S. someone pls save mi ...

sky82 @ 5/01/2006 03:06:00 AM 0 comments