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my tears are flowing
and my mind is playing thru
the day you said you liked me
alone in my room
all dark and lonely
that day you left me
it was raining
going thru our memories
i started crying
again...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
last day of leave
today last day of leave le. going book in soon in a few hours time. morale low. somemore fri got duty. guess it wun be a short week le. haiz.
dun kne wad to blog oso le ... go smoke le
sky82 @ 12/13/2005 08:40:00 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005
christmas is coming ..
went towm with my younger bro and kevin. had dinner at a jap restaurant. not too bad, nice place to dine in. bought gifts liao but still got a number to go. will be going shopping again with raymonie wen he wakes up.
receive sms from ah chek. an invitation to his wedding. quite bo xin cuz no invitation card de but nevertheless i'm just happy tat i got invited. was discussing with kevin on what to wear & seriously i need a new pair of leather shoes & maybe new shirts & pants? shall keep a lookout tomolo for the items needed and not forgetting my primary aim (to get presents).
juz can't help tinking of tat Louis Vuitton belt. was like tinking y muz it be $650?? couldn't it be like lesser and you would made urself another customer. haiz. it was like love at first sight on tat belt and others might think "hey come on, nothing special bout it" .. i dun give a damn actually. i too have my passion. juz like kevin passion on mambo while i have my passion on Louis Vuitton. if not i wouldn't be call as a LV freak for nothing. but sad to say, i dun own much of their fine leather goods. certain criteria doesn't allows mi to do so.
haven been meeting up with my sec frens. wonder how my sweet darlings been doing. well i call all my frens sweeties or darlings. doesn't haven any special meanings & i feel totally fine except some peeps might freak out. it's juz another way of calling other den the common bros and sis ... but nevertheless who cares.
sometimes i really do enjoying blogging. blog a very long entry. things tat i can't say appear in my blog. anyway it can be edit de as and wen i like it. but at times i would like 'stone' for awhile before typing again. tinking of things. some flashback in my mind. tat's y sometimes wen i blog, there isn't any links between the sentence. might be talking bout one thing at this very moment and it might change to another thing. keke. just bear with mi
being an blood A+ aquarius person. damn juz love being one. not too sure bout the characteristic of it but one thing for sure. dun mess with one. haha ... i juz like making new frens but i still love my old frens. right guys? *winks .. shouldn't be expanding my circle of frens anymore cuz i have too many to handle le. birthday presents are enuff to make mi eat grass for the whole year. haha ... ok i'm trying to sound kua zhang & u dun need to remind mi arseholes. but still there is at least one every month of the year. juz glad tat all have past their 21st birthday. damn i sure remember mine. so glad tat so many came. sure give mi face sia. thanks alot guys. without u all it wun be possible. you all are juz one big hell group pf bitches and bastards. juz love u all so much. *hugs
i'm going to slp. that's it.
P.S all those arseholes, bitch & bastards ain't scolding u all. those who kne me sure understand wad i'm talking. take care all the arseholes, bitches & bastards. Oops, i did it again .....
sky82 @ 12/12/2005 03:58:00 AM

Sunday, December 11, 2005
Don't ask me out anymore ...
Miss my batch-boys so much. Miss going out with them. (Got to do something guys.)
Finally Odie is back from his sailing. Had a chat with him over the phone. It's being long since we last had a chat. It's being long too since we last went out. Shall meet up with him some day.
Wanted to go Gucci today but damn crowded & still need to Que up to get into the shop. It was like Q-ing up for Hello Kitty. Shall go on weekdays instead. Couldn't get my Burberry's boxers also (should check it out at DFS). Nothing is much more comfortable than wearing a $50 boxer.
I do love myself. I like the way i'm living. $400 a wallet is ok to me. For your info, i have 2 Louis Vuitton wallet & the other cost me $550. Guys wearing ear-rings is fine & this trend has being like few years back ago being started. Wearing Diamonds ain't not only to women but to men as well. Mine cost round $700 plus & there's nothing to be like stun of. Would rather get the Destinee instead which cost like $4600 for one. There are still alot of things we are different. I have 6 pairs of Levis jeans (my friend have bout 10 over pairs, compare to mine), 6 pairs of shoes, 2 leather sandles, 3 slippers, 14 bags, 4 waist pouch. lots of clothes. Am not trying to brag about my things. Maybe you can read up some magazines like Men's Health, Maxim, Her World (yup you didn't see wrongly, know how to understand women & women fashion) to upgrade your knowledge on fashion & technology. Forget it, wasting my energy.
Tired ... ZzzZzzz
P.S ....
sky82 @ 12/11/2005 02:55:00 AM

Saturday, December 10, 2005
unknown entry
juz felt like blogging ... no particular reason ... doing exercise on my fingers which are gtting lazy ... reminds mi of something ...
humans by nature are negative.
cuz being negative doesn't need effort and being positive does.
simply to say .. humans have fallen into laziness and unwilliness.
how far do u agree with tis ... pondering thots for u all ... nutting much juz wanted to share ...
yup yup .. it's the 10th of tis month and it's extra special .. special as in everyone says all civil servants got FAT bonus tis year .. shouldn't disclosed how much i have .. kind of like i feel it being abnormal .. telling everyone how much i have ... juz enuff for mi to spent for christmas and coming new year tat's all i can say ...
as u all kne .. once i have $$ .. i would go shopping ... should be feeling happy but dun kne y i have the urge to cut away my atm cards and debit cards ... juz dun feel like touching it but i kne tis feeling wun last long cuz i famous for being a shopping king or i should say spent $$ like water guy (hey i'm an aquarius, water bearer remember) or high end sort of person ... haha all sorts of names given by my frens ... thanks alot to all those smart alecs ...
it's the 6th day of my leave ... 3 more days to go before booking in again ... damn ... still haven really enjoy my leave ... thot my leave would be happening with all sorts of activities ... but sad to say ... activities at home ... nua-ing and more nua-ing ... other den the occasional supper (it's making me FAT u arseholes) and the mambo on wed ... i've been at home ... it wasn't mi at all ...
feel really useless .. scare of lots of things .. losing frens, no $$, heights, alone, becoming fatter and fatter, being uglier den i'm already am, outcast, jobless, losing my love ones blah blah blah ... juz scare of everthing .. damn ... stop bugging mi .. go away .. u're destroying my life ... piss off and find those bad guys ...
i'm going to commit suicide. Bye
P.S i miss zouk mambo. My summer rain, bizzard love triangle, love at the first degree, go west, square rooms ... damn ... fuck the navy ..
sky82 @ 12/10/2005 02:30:00 AM

Thursday, December 08, 2005
mambo mambo
damn i juz love mambo ... juz too bad tat i can't be a mambo regular oso ... haiz but not to worry cuz soon i will be going zouk every wed le ... haha after i pass out from tis course in IMOs ...
went zouk with kevin yesterday ... it was fun and more fun ... who say go clubbing u need a group of frens den go ... only we 2 oso can have much fun ... make some new frens keke ... thanks to kevin introduction ... i missed mambo oredi ... haiz ... dun kne wen would be the next time before i go again ... *pray
today is my 4th day of leave liao ... yup mi on leave till the 13th dec ... sucks actually was to go holiday de but no one interested ... den plan to go JB de but no one interested oso ... so fuck it and i juz rot at home ... study abit ... online whole day ... juz nua-ing and more nua-ing ... so nua tat my laziness experience points have been upgraded liao ... keke .. shall plan to go sentosa on weekends or monday ba ... get a tan ... i look so fair tat people might tink i'm endorsing SK II products ... hahaha ...
saw my pay-slip liao ... quite happy la ... couldn't complain much oso ... guess wun be going to ZoukOut le ... sorry kevin ... but hard to say oso cuz i might change my mind ... in the meantime u enjoy urself ... sat tink shall be shopping day ba ... getting christmas gifts ... there are things i considering if i should buy ... hmmz ... see how la ... somehow dun wish to spent my $$ oso ... wanted it to grow grow grow ... but being a shopping king ... guess it's hard de ...
shall be meeting my classmates later at town ... it's getting crowded everyday ... well all get bonuses liao so time to spent it lo ... keke ... dun kne wad to blog oso liao ... guess tat's bout it for tis entry le ... sorry guys for visiting w/o and entry ... there are numerous factors de ... com got problem, owner is lazy, internet got com etc ... all external factors ... ok i kne finding excuses but haha ... tat's mi ... tianjun aka garfield ...
kevin : not tat ur frens dun share the passion with u for mambo ... juz tat some cannot ... although i do wish to go every wed de but i can't ... but hopefully soon lo ... anyway mambo rocks ...
sky82 @ 12/08/2005 05:45:00 PM

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