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my tears are flowing
and my mind is playing thru
the day you said you liked me
alone in my room
all dark and lonely
that day you left me
it was raining
going thru our memories
i started crying
again...
Saturday, November 26, 2005
change
back blogging ... juz woke up not long .. forcing myself to slp more so i wun get to get paranoid or tinking of things tat i shouldn't be tinking ... it's sat now and i'm still at home .. haiz ..
do u all guys see a change in me? ... i feel i have change .. more independent le ... ok maybe abit .. i'm much less dependent on frens liao .. 'cold' to some frens .. it's not i'm moody or wad .. juz tat you got ur life to live in and i got mine .. everyone got to move on .. basically i'm normal .. well who cares anyway ...
nutting much happen in camp and i'm not going to blog things bout camp oso ... they juz spoilt the whole entry and mood .. btw i would be on leave from 5th dec 05 to 13th dec 05 ... planning for a holiday but no one seems to be interested .. oredi can see myself rotting at home wen i'm on leave .. juz wait and see ..
got lots of things to blog but juz can't remember wad i wan to type ... guess some blogger have this kind of situation too .. afterall WE are HUMANS ... u can't blame us actually ...
christmas is coming soon .. still haven make a list of frens tat i need to buy gifts for ... getting lazy again .. but wun be much de ... actually i tink in my head can liao ... juz a handful ... frens? ... haha such a wide topic to discuss about ... but it isn't nice to talk bout them .. everyone is different ... different perspective of life, things ...
sometimes i really feel like shouting out loud ... shouting in front of everyone ... i juz feel furstrated .. juz wan to be alone ... talking bout alone .. went shopping alone last week ... i juz feel so relax and happy .. walking around, looking at people, talking to myself ... spent almost like the whole afternoon myself till i meet up with colin at nite ... yup i still got $4 but i'm controlling myself ... once i start buying one thing i would end up with lots of shopping bags ... but better save up cuz i wan get a new digital cam ... Sony T9 ... better add tat on my wish list ... keke ...
guess tat's bout it my tis entry .. till then ... shall we meet again ...
" Kama Mungu akupenda, tutaonana alafu "
sky82 @ 11/26/2005 02:08:00 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005
shopping
hello everyone .. juz got back from supper with colin and debbie at geylang .. happening sia cuz got accident i tink den got one guy bleeding ... alot sia ... see blood my legs wobble like jelly ...
before meeting colin i went town .. shop shop shop ... so happy wor .. although walking around alone, i dun really mind at all .. bought quite alot of things and i guess going to eat grass again .. haiz ... wanted to watch harry potter de but the timing doesn't fit to mine so bo bian .. somemore it's either selling fast or sold out le .. but nvm cuz jasper say watch on sunday before booking in ...
as i was walking around and admiring the christmas decorations .. suddenly have the urge to blog keke ... was tinking of my christmas wish list sia ... damn hell lots of things i wan ...
My Christmas Wishlist 2005:
- Gucci wallet ($400)
- iPod 30GB ($548) / iPod Nano ($300+)
- Sony PSP ($549)
- Sony Playstation 3 (TBA)
- Louis Vuitton NAVIGLIO Bag ($1800)
- Louis Vuitton Initiales Belt ($650)
- Louis Vuitton Arc en ciel Monogram Cerise Umbrella (price unknown)
- Nokia 7610 Pink Cover (US$48)
- Burberry's Boxer ($50)
- Crumpler Bag ($169)
- Sony Digital Cam T9 ($799)
which should i buy first sia ... haiz ... guess have to buy those within my budget le ... somemore need to buy gifts oso ... damn i hate christmas cuz oways pocket burn big hole but i love it too cuz i can go shopping ... tink i can forget bout having a christmas meal le cuz after buying i might dun have anymore $$ left liao ... hopefully there are kind souls around to give mi gifts haha ... dun really got to have those on my wish list de but as long got xin to buy den i'm happy liao ... but doubt there would be anyone who will remember mi de ...
type very slow now ... so sleepy sia ... eyes closing le ... guess blog till now le ...
sky82 @ 11/20/2005 04:19:00 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005
happy
mi in 'secret' room again ... waiting for rounds to finish ... got good news sia ... tomolo mi can book out haha .. no duty for the JTQT NSS (SS) CLV LST:EC 2/05 class ... but next friday on the 18th nov got duty le ... but nvm who cares wen i can book out tomolo ...
dun kne wad to blog oso ... whole day at e learning lab for lessons ... on centrifugal pumps .. for those who dun kne wad is tat .. dun ask cuz i'm lazy to explain oso .. it's complicated ... haha .. wan to kne den join the navy ... haha ...
happening things happening in the e learning lab ... found two chio bu blogs haha ... but mi ain't going to share haha ... i'm selfish de ...
hao le tired liao .. dun kne blog wad oso .. later still got to write journal and notes .. ya u didn't see wrongly .. i'm writing notes ... i'm hard working ... haha ...
sky82 @ 11/10/2005 09:07:00 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
feelings ~~
was in camp now .. time started blogging is 2023hrs ... the OOD is having is rounds and i'm secretly in a "secret" room blogging away and online ... been wanted to blog yesterday but somehow was damn tired .. am tired now too but i wun let it conquer mi de .. not today ...
wanted to blog something like awards presentation or something like awards show de ... quite lame oso de but guess better dun say it ... will look like a moron if i really do it ... juz feel so glad tat all these things had happen ... seriously wasn't really like blaming anyone lo ... juz thankful ... so how have i change? ... change to someone different, someone new? ...
course have been good ... still dun quite understand some topics lo but not to worry ... will study till i understand ... happy with the course-mates cum class-mates i have now ... like xiuqi (smoking kaki), alex (small sai), jasper (medium sai), damien (fit zai), jing jie (lamer), leong yee (NSF cum PTI) ... guess i oso should follow wad kevin and jean is doing ... writing down the names of my batch boys ... juz in case i lose my memory like the mother of Tong Xin Yuan ... keke here goes
JTQT (SS) LST:EC 1/04
Huang MinDe Pooh (my pi dan buddy)
Ong ShiHao Kevin (dancing partner cum good listener)
Chua TianAi Jean (marathorner)
Peh XinWei (ah peh lo)
Fan ZhiHao Thomas (gamer)
Yeo WenHan Raymond (giant cum water bearer)
Ng YuanXing Ed (devoted christian cum lao ban)
Lee ZhiCai Justin (smoke exhaust haha)
JTQT (SS) MCV/APV/PV 1/04
Kum JiaWei Nelson (talk cock buddy)
Ang ZhenJie (uncle)
Nah Bin-Hao Beannie (cow)
Chen XingXiang Nicholas (pervert cum gambler cum xiao xin look alike)
Er RongHua (quiet but funny guy)
Li ShunJie Patrick (cheongster)
Wang TienKang (odie)
Chua XieYuan Desmond (frigate specialist)
Lee WaiLieh (cheong buddy)
Wong FattKeong (hee hee .. unusual laughter)
WSTC ES
Sng YiMeng Shawn (smoking kaki)
Elvin Huang (sai huang)
Tan ThiamHuat Del (shopping king)
Sean Teo (tattoo siao cum lamer)
JTQT NSS (SS) CLV LST:EC 2/05
Ye XiuQi Hamster (smoking kaki cum lamer cum COM holder)
Alex Ang (homely guy cum small sai)
Jasper The (joker cum medium sai)
Damien (fit zai)
Jega (funny indian)
Shaanjay Kumar (another funny indian)
Liew CheeHock (clever guy)
Li JingJie (lamer king)
Toh LeongYee (NSF cum PTI)
Ong ChoonSiong Simon (uncle)
took mi so long to finish the names haha .. ok la ... was dreaming and typing oso .. tinking bout the funny moments i had with them lo ... those lame jokes, suan siao each other, shi ba tong ren ... good memories .. kind of miss those days ... yup dwelling on the past again .. well tat's mi .. some part of mi doesn't change at all .. love tinking of the past, looking back .. do look of the future at times but being in the navy i dun see any future ... well fuck the navy .. they sucks haha ...
tink i have been blogging for like 45mins le but damn the OOD today .. fucked up ... juz started his rounds and the time now is closed to 2100hrs liao ... the rounds should start at 2000hrs but wad the fuck he's doing to start 1 hr late ... damn told u navy is fucked up ... talking bout welfare huh ... they are bull-shitting ... using their own penis / breast to slap their own face haha ... complaining again ... sorry sorry ...
guess i will blog till here le ... quite long liao for my blog .. first time blogging so long sia ... but the com in tis secret room sucks cuz i can't change my font and color so if u all can't see ... paiseh wor ... shall change wen i go home lo which is like on sat morning lo .. kanna activated duty on fri where i will see the rest of the trainees booking out and going home well our class doing duty and not getting enuff rest ... time end blogging is 2113hrs ...
sky82 @ 11/08/2005 08:23:00 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005
an entry which everyone is asking ...
being long hor since i last blog ... oct 30 was the last entry ... happening things sia ... keke ... how should i start ... hmmmz
was a pleasant week i had lo ... no need stay in cuz tues and thurs is public holiday keke ... so monday wen i book out i went devil's ... halloween nite ... with elvin lo and his sergeants and group of poly frens ... usual crowd and not bad .. juz go waste time onli ... party till 6am cuz elvin dun wan to kanna the midnight charge ... so i wait lo ... den tuesday stay at home ... waiting to book in ...
wed was exciting for mi ... so eager to go zouk cuz mambo nite ... being long since i last went ... sec frens, poly frens, navy frens and outside frens were there ... man ... damn nice ... keke so happy to see so many people ... thot couldn't go in cuz it was croeded outside ... phew but we play cheat and cut Q haha ... we are clever ... haha ... again dance, drink till 5am den went home ... was so tired sia ... haha but i enjoy it ... man i miss mambo oredi le ... keke ... so thurs was at home and waiting for booking in time ... ya it was buddy elvin birthday oso ... happy birthday buddy ... hope u enjoy urself ...
friday nearly kanna duty ... but ops room cock up so no need to activated the standby ... damn they are stupid ... they sucks too ... tis kind of thing oso can cock up ... bloody fuckers ... haha .. nutting much happen on friday ... couldn't remember where i go oso ... damn ... ohh ya i went watch movie with colin and sherwin ... sky high ... lame movie ... after movie den go home slp ...
sat did nutting ... went meet my stylist for haircut den rot at town for awhile ... saw xiaobai at the subaru car challenge ... go go go wor ... all the way huh ... u can de ... keke ... after supporting him den went home lo ... rest awhile and meet xiuqi for supper at thomson there ... while eating halfway .. saw those jue dui superstars ... they came for supper oso haha ... nevertheless had a good supper and enjoy myself lo ...
sunday le ... later booking in soon ... haiz ... another long week wor ... somemore tis coming friday kanna duty ... damn ... kan sianz ... onli sat can enjoy le ... but nevermind cuz pay is coming le ... being broke tis few weeks ... haiz but heng la still manage to dig here there and got $$ ... keke ...
got to go buy things liao ... till next time ... buai ...
sky82 @ 11/06/2005 08:24:00 PM

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